Journée Pluvieuse.

Habituellement, je n'aime pas la pluie. C'est mouillée
 ( dah. ), sa sent bizarre, y'a des vers partout, bref, Yark.

Par contre, aujourd'hui, sa me fait tellement de bien.

Comme le dirai une certainte chanson de Sara Bareilles Let the rain,

I hold on to worry so tight
It's safe in here right next to my heart
Who now shouts at the top of her voice
Let me go, let me out, this is not my choice

And I always felt it before
That the world was filled with much more
Than the drowning soul I've learned to be
I just need the rain to remind me
I want to darken in the skies
Open the floodgates up

I want to change my mind
I want to be enough
I want the water in my eyes
I want to cry until the end of time

I want to let the rain come down
Make a brand new ground
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Make a brand new ground
Let the rain come down

J'avais besoin de cela. De me l'entendre dire, j'ai besoin de changement, mais j'ai aussi besoin d'accepter les situations dans lesquels je suis. Tout va bien. Tout va très bien même.
Et je dois me le répéter chaque mili-seconde si il le faut, mais je vais comprendre rapidement.

xox

Summer has just begun for me anyways, I still have enough time to figure everything out.
Turning 20 in less than a month now. Grow up, you child.